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[08 Jun 2003|03:43am] |
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yet another empty handed night. getting drunk at clubs is starting to get boooooring. I mean being trashed with my homies is memorable and all, but.........eh...maybe the problem is that i'm 'looking'. that's some sorry shit. i need to revaluate some schtuff. i have some more pressing issues to deal with. whatevers liquor is grand!! heres to Bubb Rubb and Lil' Sis! wooo woooOOOO!!
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[20 Apr 2003|01:17pm] |
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....... ......... and then ....... ... ....... Crazy huh? I seriously think I'm a waste of space. I'm consuming resources that could be going to someone that would prove more valuable to society.
I want off this ship.
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[16 Mar 2003|12:58am] |
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Its starting to hit me that maybe i actually don't belong in an art school. I totally lack the creative prowess that others around me possess. I just can't get it together..... I now try to find some reason to why this is. maybe living in suburbia gave shelter from different ways of thinking? i dont know. ah fuck it.
you know when your shit stinks when you can smell it and say to yourself "fuck thats potent", well same goes for your own work.
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[21 Feb 2003|01:05am] |
With only an hour and a half of sleep, i lived yesterday (2/20) in a blah state. Didn't really care for anything, but as i walked up to my front door i found a package addressed to yours truly. t'was my 23rd bday gift from Elissa and Sean, 2 of my most beloved souls in the world. thank you so much guys! you can't begin to imagine how good it felt for me to receive that! but wait the release of serotonin doesn't stop there! oh no it doesn't! Steve and Durey took me out to dinner along with other friends. they got me liquored up and even had a suprise cake for me with a big ass 2-3 on it.
maybe i just don't realize it, but i have some great friends.
Drunk as hell but no throwing up
Half way home and my pager still blowing up
Today I didn't even have to use my A.K.
I got to say it was a good day.
-Ice Cube
hahaha couldn't help it. it was stuck in my head.
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| hello again loneliness. |
[09 Feb 2003|03:54am] |
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heres a familiar emotion. it's much too soon to feel it again, someone please take it away! kidding. i sort of feel that it's good for me to go through these abysmal times alone. maybe only then can i appreciate something "good" that comes along. ............. i so soil myself with my own mistakes, i reek of infidelity.
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| no excitement for meeeeee |
[03 Feb 2003|11:52pm] |
faux excitement for sale would be great...........
......oh wait. that would be drugs. drugs are bad.
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[28 Jan 2003|08:27pm] |
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so i caught a little American Idol just now. i haven't laughed so hard in such a long time. Keith singing "Like a Virgin" steals the show.
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[25 Jan 2003|02:55pm] |
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i go to work at 3am, don't sleep until 3am the next day, then wake up 3pm that same day. ugh. i smell.
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[25 Jan 2003|02:34am] |
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spent the day with suzy b/c she had another hide-n-seek episode from her mom at home. had fun afternoon and then went to a friends shindig. suzy didn't have a great time, so i'm feeling pretty guilty about that. i'm sorry soooze! i hope we're still on for 40 days 40 nights. shannyn sossamon! w00t! aside from that i enjoyed myself, it was great to see some friends from school again.
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| wasting away |
[23 Jan 2003|10:36pm] |
yet another day that i do absolutely nothing. i did however conquer quite a bit more levels in Splinter Cell. woohoo i think? i shouldn't be spending so much time in front of a TV letting my mind go to mush. geez i really can't wait for school to start.
'peel me off this velcro seat..'
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first entry. weee! Today has been ridiculously chilly, so I was in bed until 4pm watching TV. Straight bummin' it. I might as well do it now because I won't get a chance to when school starts. I notice my mood took a dump when I got back home from San Diego. It could be due to the weather up here, but I'm thinking that's just part of the reason........ SD was definately refreshing for the soul. I needed to feel the love from really good friends down there. God knows I've been desperately seeking it. =\
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